Thursday, October 11, 2007
stop , okay .you are my besttie .but why must you really write about me in your blog ? today was one fine day that ashiqin can smile again . & now , you blew it all away . its nothing about 'him , okay .& btw , im still strong . im still ashhy .& i didnt cry . so stop accusing & assuming .stop before it'll become an annoying habit .now , it seems like bitchries dont come first in your life no more .that's what im upset about .try to understand me , hunny . im not the type who would brood over guys THAT LONG . you've known me for 5 whole years .dont tell me you didnt know that .& you know very well that i love you , right .i may appear selfish & self-centered herebut , why dont you ask yourself why ? well , the damned truth is , im jealous of mandy .is that enough for you to get the whole picture ? told me to do some soul-searching ? i did that . & all i could find is ,some deep shit that's missing her bestfriends .& that's hoping ever so much to just meet them .is that too much to ask for ? look here , missy . my attitude didnt change , okay .if it seemed like that , i take it as a compliment .because , im different . & that's why you bitches love me (: & the post about me talking about 'him , that's a way for me to just relieve my stress over the matter .because , it seemed , for that particular day , all of you went enjoying your perfect day with other perfect people .& i had no one else to confide in .my other bestties , you called them , they're away in their own world with their boyfriends .while im in the bus with the mp3 earpiece stucked on my ear .call me pathetic .im really happy that you've found mandy in your school . & erick , too .im happy , hunny , really .but , i just cant help but feel like that .please count the days that you last spent with us .thank you very much .bye cruel little world.
& its just temporary , ♥
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