UNAWARE.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

That's Mila Jade. Cute, aint she? :D

Mummy babysitted mila for today.

so, YAY!

i have company.

mila's adorable.

ahahahahahahahahah.

today's a goddamn boring day.

so, i wont write much.

anna, emy, imran & aizat went to ami's house again.

awwwwwww, i wish i could go.

but, i have to take care of nenek.

& guess what?

there's netball again, tomorrow.

god, im so damn tired.

what's the use of training if we do the same damn thing everyday?

SHARKS.

that reminds me.

i forgot to read up the worksheet for netball.

all the strategies, methods & lalas are stated down there.

its been a long time since i TOUCHED homeworks.

so, yeah.

welcome back to school, nur ashiqin suhaimi.

honestly, i wish i could just dissappear.

& then, landed in some deserted, but luxurious empire.

with all those pretty little assorted candies & chocolated.

unlimited lollipops & bubble gums.

i wish willy wonka's a real person.

shut with the crap.

im tired.

een sent me a video of her singing :D

she said it sucked, but im a hell lot sure it dont.

if een's a singer,

i'll be her #1 fan.

ily, hunny :D

fck you. i miss your ass, mr playitcool.

& its just temporary , ♥
10:24 PM

No mood ; Moodless ; Moody

okay, i think you get it.

i miss nicholas tan jia wei so much. so so much. so very much. so much that i couldnt even put it into words/sentences.

i wanna meet him so badly .
):

but, he said that he's been busy.

i wonder what he's so busy about.

staying loyal to thanaborirak thawee's shit?

fck, what a bummer.

this thanaborirak thawee guy, almost destroyed my life.

he took my heart, & crush it. bad.

he played me big time.

& left me with no explainations. nothing.

i hurt so bad, yet i didnt cry.

what a accomplishment.

hah.

but still, i dont hate him.

i just dont know him, anymore.

such a wonderful guy, with such disgusting attitude.

thawee, thanks for everything you've ever done for me.

its deeply appreciated.

yes, you made me happy.

& i shall thank you.

thanks for always being there for me, as a brother.

thanks for listening to my stupid talks.

thanks for standing up for me, at times.

thanks for being my friend, thawee.

& to those memories we share, thank you very much.

nicholas tan jia wei.

one of the sweetest guy ive ever seen in my life.

& i love him.

nicholas, i craved your name on the sand lawn in canberra park.

with a heart across it.

yes, that's how much i love you.

11/11/07

the day we confessed.

but ohwell, i dont think you even remembered.

i know, some of you may be disgusted bysome of the mushy praises/words ive used. but, so what? its not like anybody's ever gonna read it.

this is MY blog, so dont mock.

i can say anything, everything i want to.

so, shut the fck up.

so anyway,

nice day today.

had netball training, in the morning.

everything went fine, until mdm faridah showed attitude.

she argued with a student

just because she wanted to voice out her opinion.

fck her.

so unreasonable can she be?

though she may be the mother of

huamin's hot gulio (heh) , she shouldnt act like this.

k , enough about her.

so, after netball, looked around for Mr Rusydi Azman.

who promised to picked anna up from netball on

Wednesday, November 21, 2007.

but, we didnt even see a butthole anywhere :D

went sembawang, ate there.

then, rusydi smsed, saying that he's at khatib -.-

told him to meet us at sembawang.

went to canberra park.

waited for aizat & rusydi.

then, rusydi & anna talked.

emy smsed her danial martin syah.

aizat, hmm -.-

me & ami went to explore.

ami craved sadam's name.

& i craved nicholas's name.

on the sand lawn.

talked about lotsa stuff.

HAPPY-ED.

went back to the shelter. & anna was GONE.

ahahah, she went back cos she has to get ready and meet her

MR OH-SO-CUUUUUTE.

(no, he's not THAT cute. that's just how anna exaggerates it.)

then, went sunplaza. to get aizat's hair dye.

but in the end, he didnt -.-

aizat blanja-ed us bubble tea.

THANKS, AIZAT! :D

gave aizat a huggggg.

then, aizat & rusydi went home first to get their bike.

while me, emy, ami went ami's house

to watch another horror movie.

an hour later, the boys reached sembawang.

with danial & imran. :D

told them to go ami's house.

watch smtgsmtg CASABLANCA.

(its a horror flick, btw.)

everyone thought it was scary.

well, IT WAS.

thinking of it send chills down my spine.

goooooooooosh.

& btw, THE GHOST IS EMO.

wear eyeliner, then the face whitewhite.

then, the hair like punkrocker.

wah, cool ghost :P

then, they all went rounding with their bikes.

while i went home.

cos i have to take care of nenek.

she's alone at home :D

HAHAH, so cute.

now she's watching tv, btw. LOL.

ALRIGHT, MY PIGLETS.

have to go now.

havent shower yet.

eee, so smelly la you, ashiqin.

SHOOOO !

MEOW, i miss nicholassss-shi.

DOTTENDED.

btw,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EMILIA FERYNA AISYAH!

(20th November 2007)

& HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AIZAT!

(18th November 2007)

much loves,ashh.

& its just temporary , ♥
3:37 AM

Saturday, November 17, 2007

PICTURES , PICTUREEEEEEEES ! :D

sunset at sentosa. pretty.

bonnie, tinie, fyn, ashhy, een.

que & tim. those retards.

i love bonnie.

im hiding behind tinie (:

thanks stranger, for taking this group pic for us.
* spot the difference.

que look like ahpek (:

HI HI HI BONNIE . Hi .

orange thing :D

i know bonnie looks hot. drool people.

wheeeeeeeee ! ~

dont worry, im happier without you.

& its just temporary , ♥
5:22 AM

Thursday, November 15, 2007

sorry for not posting for years .

i got busy . im sorry .

YESSSSSSSSS, im thirteen now.

& im glad :D

went out the whole week .

unfortunately , NOT with him .

but , what do i know ?

when its my birthday , he was messing with other girls .

KIND. i didnt even get a proper HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

but , other than that , i enjoyed my birthday .

YAY!

but , im sorry . i forgot what i did for the whole week .

like , c'mon . 7nov is like , WAY LONG TIME AGO .

okay okay , i LIED .

MONDAY. out with bonnie & een to amk hub for snow ice & donuts.

TUESDAY. out with bonnie & een , again . to bugis street , plaza sing & vivo .

to bugis street for shopping , plaza singapura for dinner & pizza hut , ice-cream at gelare & window shopping .

& vivo , just to play with the WATER . :D

WEDNESDAY. 7nov. mummy gave me a kissssss . had netball training . anna , emy & ami sang birthday songs for me :D YAY . went to mac for lunch . met cookie monster . saw barney , nicholas & nazirul .

& FIGURED OUT THAT BARNEY WENT CCK JUST TO EAT CHICKEN RICE WITH HER.

went ami's house . watched a horror flick . & rot .

after that , zoomed to canberra park . cos the boys wanna meet .

me , ami , emy , imran , ikrimah & aizat played with mud .

got sabo-ed by the boys .

aizat threw a HUGE stone from a distance & it hit my hand , & it bled .

THANKS ALOT , AIZAT . BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT EVER :D

gave ami a FEET MASSAGING SPA using MUD .

AND WENT HOME. mummy called , saying that she bought my chocolate mousse cake . & YAYYY .

& btw , thanks everyone for the birthday wishes ! YAY :D

THURSDAY. mummy & daddy brought me & my brother out for lunch & shopping for my birthday gift . it was boring :D but , happy to be with my family :D

FRIDAY. the best day ! celebrated birthday with Bitchries at Sentosa . YAYYYYYY ! bonnie , een , timothy , que , fyn , & tinie made it .

bonnie made me wear a blue bikini . hahah . :D

i look fat , okaay . i know .

so yeah , timothy & que are the two boys that had ever saw ashiqin partially BARED .

Bonnie , een & me arrived first . reached there around 11am . so we played alot while waiting for them .

me & bonnie had fun catching aeroplanes & helicopters :D

YAY YAY .

& then , timothy & que came . so , we asked them to take care of our things for a moment , while we go check out the whole beach . it was awesome :D

came back , timothy & que were .. gold-digging -.-

ahahahaha .

they were like digging as if they're gonna find some sort of treasure or smtg .

& they found a lightbulb . HAH ! i guess that's a good start .

& then , we joined them . ahahah , yeah we're nuts .

but this time , we digged till we saw water & started putting out legs in it .

& then , burying our legs inside the sand . AHAHAH . pretty insane .

& then , we figured that we cant get out . HOW SMART .

we got out , in the end . of course :D

played , played , played more .

found a STARFISH :D how adorable !

& we played a game of throwing coconuts around .

ahahahahaha , que & bonnie were enjoying it .

then , we stopped to chat for a while . get out titbits & stuff .

me & bonnie got into our crazy mood . & we start to hit the pathetic coconut.

till it ripped open .

after that , que got a little crazy & started acting so GAY .

we wore bonnie's shades & applied SUNBLOCK .

so , i helped him out with the sunblock thing .

he's skinny . damn him . ahah .

then , i joined bonnie for sun-tanning .

while een & timothy went to find the toilet .

we talked alot . about loads of stuff .

& im glad to have her as a besttie .

at that point of time , she just knew what to say .

& then , que joined us . with the sun-tanning thing .

he was enjoying placing sand on top of my body .

KIND! :D

& then , we swam swam swam & played played played .

fyn & tinie came , AT LAST .

they didnt wanna swim , at first .

but then , fyn pushed tinie to the sea ,

& i pulled fyn into the sea .

:D kind me . sorry hunny , im just PLAYFUL .

AHAHAH .

played more .

go bathe .

saw the sunset :D

took pictures .

went vivo .

eat dinner .

laughlaughlaugh.

went home :D

THE END ~

TAKE NOTE : PICTURES WILL ARRIVE LATER .

ashh.

& its just temporary , ♥
1:56 AM

Sunday, November 4, 2007

WHAT THE FCK HAPPENED ?
WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR PROMISE ?
WHAT HAPPENED TO THOSE FCKSHIT YOU
USED TO SAY TO ME ?
WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU ?

Hello , let's do an introduction .
My name is Nur Ashiqin Bte Suhaimi .
& Im thirteen years old .
Im studying in Naval Base Secondary School .
& Im very , very happy there .
I do have a Family . They're not perfect , but I love them .
My father's name is Suhaimi Bin Haji Mahamud
My mother's name is Sutriah Bte Samsuri
My eldest brother's name is Suhairi Bin Suhaimi
My second brother's name is Suhaidi Bin Suhaimi

Im ugly & fat & i have a mold at the corner of my ass .
I used to be a dancer , former basketballer & now im a netballer .
Dont ask me why .

LOOK HERE , FCKERS .
THE REASON WHY I DID A STUPID INTRODUCTION IS BECAUSE
I WANT YOU FCKED UP PEOPLE TO STOP JUDGING ME .
& JUST STOP IT .
YOU PEOPLE DONT EVEN KNOW ME .
SO WHAT'S THE POINT OF CRITICISING & INSULTING ?
WHAT'S THE POINT OF ACTING LIKE NICE PEOPLE & BEHAVE LIKES SLUTS
BEHIND MY BACK ?
IM SICK OF THIS SHIT , WELL HONESTLY .
SO , SHUT THE FUCK UP .

okay . end of post .
will post some pictures , ( if i have some ) , tomorrow .
going for the movie , THE GAME PLAN .
wow . YAY .

How saddening .
That particular person , cant go tomorrow .
well , well .
ASHIQIN'S STILL SMILING .

BYE .

& its just temporary , ♥
1:15 AM

Friday, November 2, 2007

Currently Obsessed with the song ,

Paramore - Misery Business

Listen to it , some time .
hahahahah .

Anyways , I have pictures which was taken on the 31st October .
Im sorry for posting those pictures late . As you know , Ashiqin is LAZY .
:D SORRY LAR ~

Deena , deena . You adorable little thing (:

We played Hide-and-Seek .

Look at Deena's puckered lips !

Repeat after me , " I Love Deena ! "

Candid shot , wheewhoo !

Hi HunnyBunn , I Love You :D

I look fat & silly , so what ? :D

Deena loved the Playground :D

She's just looking out for banglas .

Bottle Tree Park ♥

Today , went to ami's . Watched a horror flick . But , weren't enjoying it . We were chatting most of the time & didnt even bother to watch the whole film . Take note : it wasnt scary . But had fun ! :D

Will talk about thaat later . Have to rush for Chinese Drama .

VERY IMPORTANT . Bye !

ashh

& its just temporary , ♥
5:33 AM