Wednesday, November 21, 2007
No mood ; Moodless ; Moody
okay, i think you get it.
i miss nicholas tan jia wei so much. so so much. so very much. so much that i couldnt even put it into words/sentences.
i wanna meet him so badly .
):
but, he said that he's been busy.
i wonder what he's so busy about.
staying loyal to thanaborirak thawee's shit?
fck, what a bummer.
this thanaborirak thawee guy, almost destroyed my life.
he took my heart, & crush it. bad.
he played me big time.
& left me with no explainations. nothing.
i hurt so bad, yet i didnt cry.
what a accomplishment.
hah.
but still, i dont hate him.
i just dont know him, anymore.
such a wonderful guy, with such disgusting attitude.
thawee, thanks for everything you've ever done for me.
its deeply appreciated.
yes, you made me happy.
& i shall thank you.
thanks for always being there for me, as a brother.
thanks for listening to my stupid talks.
thanks for standing up for me, at times.
thanks for being my friend, thawee.
& to those memories we share, thank you very much.
nicholas tan jia wei.
one of the sweetest guy ive ever seen in my life.
:D
& i love him.
nicholas, i craved your name on the sand lawn in canberra park.
with a heart across it.
yes, that's how much i love you.
11/11/07
the day we confessed.
but ohwell, i dont think you even remembered.
i know, some of you may be disgusted bysome of the mushy praises/words ive used. but, so what? its not like anybody's ever gonna read it.
this is MY blog, so dont mock.
i can say anything, everything i want to.
so, shut the fck up.
so anyway,
nice day today.
had netball training, in the morning.
everything went fine, until mdm faridah showed attitude.
she argued with a student
just because she wanted to voice out her opinion.
fck her.
so unreasonable can she be?
though she may be the mother of
huamin's hot gulio (heh) , she shouldnt act like this.
k , enough about her.
so, after netball, looked around for Mr Rusydi Azman.
who promised to picked anna up from netball on
Wednesday, November 21, 2007.
but, we didnt even see a butthole anywhere :D
went sembawang, ate there.
then, rusydi smsed, saying that he's at khatib -.-
told him to meet us at sembawang.
went to canberra park.
waited for aizat & rusydi.
then, rusydi & anna talked.
emy smsed her danial martin syah.
aizat, hmm -.-
me & ami went to explore.
:D
ami craved sadam's name.
& i craved nicholas's name.
on the sand lawn.
talked about lotsa stuff.
HAPPY-ED.
went back to the shelter. & anna was GONE.
ahahah, she went back cos she has to get ready and meet her
MR OH-SO-CUUUUUTE.
(no, he's not THAT cute. that's just how anna exaggerates it.)
then, went sunplaza. to get aizat's hair dye.
but in the end, he didnt -.-
aizat blanja-ed us bubble tea.
THANKS, AIZAT! :D
gave aizat a huggggg.
then, aizat & rusydi went home first to get their bike.
while me, emy, ami went ami's house
to watch another horror movie.
an hour later, the boys reached sembawang.
with danial & imran. :D
told them to go ami's house.
watch smtgsmtg CASABLANCA.
(its a horror flick, btw.)
everyone thought it was scary.
well, IT WAS.
thinking of it send chills down my spine.
goooooooooosh.
& btw, THE GHOST IS EMO.
wear eyeliner, then the face whitewhite.
then, the hair like punkrocker.
wah, cool ghost :P
then, they all went rounding with their bikes.
while i went home.
cos i have to take care of nenek.
she's alone at home :D
HAHAH, so cute.
now she's watching tv, btw. LOL.
ALRIGHT, MY PIGLETS.
have to go now.
havent shower yet.
eee, so smelly la you, ashiqin.
SHOOOO !
MEOW, i miss nicholassss-shi.
DOTTENDED.
btw,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EMILIA FERYNA AISYAH!
(20th November 2007)
& HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AIZAT!
(18th November 2007)
much loves,ashh.
& its just temporary , ♥
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